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I hate shit right now, people don't wanna talk to me, And I don't understand......someone please explain it to me.......
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| Today was O.K.!! |
[13 Jan 2004|12:51am] |
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Umm..today was a little better...I smiled alot...for some reason I don't know why....I got home at my parent's and I started playing guitar at like 12, and stopped at 1:30 or 2....It was much needed...I love my guitar's...love em, love em, love em......they are a great way for me to release it all..to get it all out...my voice is goin after singin soo loud too...My sister and I wrote this awsome song together...hard to explain what it's about...murbe I will sing it for some of u lucky folks....Oh and I get this call from Office Depot...I got the job...I start Thursday...that's awsome....more money for equipment...Umm Goin to bed..lata ya'all........
Mucho
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| CHECK UR PULSE.........IS IT THERE? |
[11 Jan 2004|09:57pm] |
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woW...What an event filled night...Boy did I sound like a jackass on the phone!!!!!!!...But that is after I called and was studdering all over myself!!...Then I decided to self-medicate and strum on the strings, and sing at the top of my lungs....Thank god for guitars.........I really don't know what to say...I really don't know what to right......But I do know this.......I need a new past-time!!
mucho
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| I am awak...But I don't feel alive |
[11 Jan 2004|02:58pm] |
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OK...so I woke up at 2...cause I was up late as hell amused by my ghandiclause..I am afraid to call Brig...Cause I don't know what the consequesces are!!!..OK..everyone like said hey to me today..then got offline..But I am FINALLY talkin to Mel again...I love that girl....she makes me smile!!...
Well, I am gonna go and commit random acts of violence....Catch ya in a tad!!!
Mucho love
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOve you Brig
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| well, I think I am outie |
[11 Jan 2004|04:47am] |
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Ok......it is 4:47, and everyone has been gone for a good while....I am kinda tired,kinda not. Juls wired me up......That was one of the best conversation's in my life...Great times with ghandiclause.....
Ahh...I think I am gonna be in trouble with Brig, cause I totally forgot to call her until like 1 this morn, and I promised her we would talk for along time tonight..SO yeah, I think I am gonna be the ball-less wonder for sometime....Ummmmm, I had an ok day..it was awsome...then Suicidal Rachael pulled her shit....But Juls cheered me up....People need to grow up....Talkin of commiting suicide is not some joke...I saw my sister just about die from trying it..so I don't take it lightly...But I am not gonna let her get to me.....Well, I guess I am finally gonna pass out to South Park...I will catch ya guys in a few..
Mucho love,
The Bandaid
I loooooooove you Brig!
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[11 Jan 2004|02:33am] |
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Ok......I know I said I was going to bed...But After psycho taint..I mean Whore..GOD..I mean RACHAEL Imed me with her pathetic ass, I haven't been able to sleep..
SO instead Juls has been crackin me up and makin me laugh the entire night...we are some crazy AND sick ass mofo's!!...Just read part of our convo.!
ashtonthaman: what happended to Barney?
Juliekins142: oh you didnt hear?
Juliekins142: i murdered him, and raped his corpse
ashtonthaman: OHHHHHHh
ashtonthaman: How was the punetang?
Juliekins142: yea
Juliekins142: horrible
ashtonthaman: *Prehistoric punetang!
Juliekins142: lol
Juliekins142: horrible
ashtonthaman: yeah..I would think so
Juliekins142: i mean, it was all.. scaley and old..
ashtonthaman: you got years and years of build up in there...and I bet the little bastard was frigid
Juliekins142: yea, well i mean i gave the damn corpse a bath, but it never got clean, so i just gave up adn went at it
ashtonthaman: damn it
Juliekins142: yea
Juliekins142: bummer
ashtonthaman: You got amphibine aids
Juliekins142: nooooooooo
Juliekins142: anything but that
ashtonthaman: I KNOW!
ashtonthaman: they suck
ashtonthaman: I have them...cause I raped Petree from the Land Before Time!
Juliekins142: omg petree?! he has the BIGGEST cock!
Juliekins142: hes such a great lay
Juliekins142: ive had that before
ashtonthaman: I KNOW I KNOW!!!!!
POINTLESS BUT AWSOME conversation with my Juls..I could not hold an awsome convo like this with NO-ONE else...If you think you can hold one with me..LEAVE A COMMENT!...I guess no comments!!!!
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[11 Jan 2004|12:31am] |
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as u saw earlier.....I had the best time in the chatroom.....it was great.......
After everyone else left..Meg and I stayed and talked...she is such a great person..and I am soo glad she is my friend.....I hope she doesn't get sick.......well, No-one else is awake......so I might as well pass out too........THANX AGAIN JULIE...I LOOOOOOVE YOU!!!!!
Brig rocks on the weekends;)
Nighty night and sweet dreams.
Love always,
Ashton Nicholas
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| New journal |
[10 Jan 2004|09:42pm] |
this is awsome, Julie made me a LJ, Because I am computer stupid, and don't know how to make one........SO.......
My day is goin pretty good. Waitin for my dad to get here...so we can talk....Got to talk to Meg pretty much all day..so that is makin me really happy....Thanx again Julie for makin this for me..Your awsome..I love ya
Leave me comments with ur name, and I will add ya...
Write more later
Much love,
Ashton Nicholas
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